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Destrina Chen
coming 23,
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
Actually... ♥ 9:06 PM

I don't know what I want.
One of my patient passed away this morning.
It was a sudden collapsed case.
I can still remember holding his hands and he was still so alert in the morning although he can't speak due to his stroke.
Then, he just collapsed.
We did an active resuscitation as he has no status of DIL.
We brought back his heart rate, BP with CPR and drugs.
But we can't intubate him as it won't help much as it's a brainstem stroke.
And there's no spontaneous breathing when we saw him.
I'm sad.
Very sad.
There's alot of my patient passing away recently.
Either I was taking case of them the day before or the shift before they passed away.
It's depressing to work.
But I have to be strong.
For the sake of my other patients who genuinely care for me as well.
They put their total trust in me.
They express their concern towards me by concerning whether I can to go for my meal breaks and on whether I get to knock off from work on time.
They are sweet patients.
And I'm thankful for my patients for being to sweet to me.
So, I have to be strong for them.

Ps: After a depressing day, I've thought through long and hard regarding my feelings for Teddy.
It seems like I'm just too used to "liking" him instead of really liking him.
The feel is not there anymore.
We've changed.
I've changed.