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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
♥ 10:35 AM

Haiz.
Another week at work before I got annual leave on thurs and my DO on fri.
No choice to take AL because of my bowel preparation for the OGD etc on fri.
I think I shocked Dean and Val.
There's so much happening in the ward and yet I can't say it out.
Being part of the hospital staff, I have to protect it's reputation.
Haha~
I really need to take a break from work.
There's so much tension within me that I feel like I might crush into pieces.
Though medically not possible.
Nobody seem to realise I'm stress.
Maybe I don't look like it.
But I certainly am.
I just don't want to bring my emotions to work.
My patients shouldn't be suffering and also tolerating my negative emotion.
I envy Nisa.
Everyone can tell she's under lots of stress because of work and also a colleague.
I am too.
But no one knows.
I hate to admit it but it actually bother me alot.
Attitude and work behavior is something I can't understand.
Why everyone expect me to finish all my work during my shift.
Whereas others can say reasons like busy and push all their work to my shift?
I am busy too.
And I'm new.
But I try so hard to finish their work on time and yet I still need to accept their shit.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I've not signed any of my checklist and I can't remember to.
There's so many things I did and yet I can't find time to get someone to stand by me.
I suppose to have a preceptor.
But I think most of the time I don't work the same shift as her.
End up, I work alone with senior helping me to give IVs and looking for help from them again when I don't know anything.
Feel so helpless.
And so "independent".
Literally.
I don't know what I'm blogging already.
Just venting.
Still got to work tomorrow.
Must rush home to watch Grey's anatomy.